Caledonia
Dust to Dust Blues
Fever Dream
Funeral
Grow Your Flowers
How It Runs
I Have Heard Words
Low July
Nobody Wants to Be Alone Nobody Wants to Die
Playing Dozens
Prairie Lullaby
Scattered Leaves
the Wolf
Caledonia
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Caledonia
Caledonia
Caledonia
We all need a place to go
Back in our mind to that green grass
And that gold light
Quiet, quiet… lay up lay up awhile
Maybe get yourself right
Caledonia…
Where the silence is not terrifying
And yeah of course the stars are shining
And the waves ease up on the shoreline
Softly gently softly mama…
Don’t it satisfy
Caledonia…
I smell the smoke in the air
And the fields – they’re in flames –
They’re burning
And the birds are hollering blaming me
I know I know Caledonia Caledonia
Is gone
Dust to Dust Blues
from the album Delilah
words by JT Lindsay
White girl, white girl, get loose get loose
I got those ashes to ashes dust to dust blues
Help me with this feeling that I just can't lose
White girl you know I'm counting on you, counting on you
Ashes to ashes, aw we're cookin' for awhile
Then we all fall down in separate piles
Ain't that a drag, to have to contemplate?
So shake it once for love, and once for hate, aw yeah
White girl, white girl you got those freckles on your nose
But you roll those hips, like a Spanish Rose
Naw I have not been done the way you do me, Mama,
Roll 'em for the day you gonna say you never knew me, yeah
Roll 'em for the capers between the womens and the mens
Strangers to lovers to strangers again
For all those catastrophes up around the bend
Roll 'em for the difference between now and then, yeah
Shadows of birds, shadows of planes
Invisible lines through sunny days
Nothing no good ever could remain
Oh my darlin' Clementine…
We are lost and gone forever -
But the moving feels fine
Roll 'em for the day when everything's gonna explode
Roll 'em for my heart and it's heavy heavy load
Roll 'em for the trespasses you won't forgive
Roll 'em for the love you ain't got to give
Roll 'em for the beauty you ain't never gonna see -
I'm talking 'bout birds flying from a linden tree
Scattered by the slamming of a back door screen
On July 25th, 3003
Roll 'em roll 'em for this band, they just got one more song
We'll be shuffling through the door before too long
Then it's out on the avenue all wet with rain -
And everything's gonna be everywhere again, aw yeah
Fever Dream
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Hold on sugar babe
Jesus Christ it’s not too late
For a snow white bird with snowy wings
To pick you up and fly away
A mountaintop a brand new day
And lay you down in a freezing stream
And that will break your fever dream
That will break your fever dream….
Hey now the walls’ collapsing again
Time folding in on itself
And the air’s compressing there’s no
Lighter dimension for your
Blood to slip away to
You just gonna fold in blow out
You just gonna, fold in blow out…
You used to make it seem funny, yeah
You had some things you could tell yourself
Now you don’t believe them
And the truth is disgusting
And you know there ain’t no new words left
You just gonna fold in blow out…
Hold on sugar babe….
The moon looks so sick and yellow babe
River so high and swift
Now you’re dreaming of the leaves
Drifting so quietly out to the silent cliffs
You just gonna fold in blow out…
Let me hold on to your best idea babe
The best idea of who you are
And when your stumbling in that terrifying darkness
I’ll hold it like a damn north star for you
You don’t have to fold in blow out….
Hold on sugar babe….
Funeral
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Hey pretty baby let’s shake it like
Somebody died
Hey mama it’s a funeral
Whole green world is a funeral
The whiskey and ginger is fine
Ice cream man never lied to you
Every beautiful thing is true
I see the black cars in a line
Like a dream of black swans drifting by
Under dim stars there’s no time no time
Then I see the sweat on the back of your neck
- silver -
ooh you’re so slender child
who’s my solid sender baby doll?
Hey pretty baby let’s shake it like
Somebody died….
Raindrops on the car tops
Count them remember them
‘til the sun comes back and takes them away
forget them forget them forget them forget them
and the stars too they were for you
and you loved them and they loved you
‘til the dawn came ‘cause it had to
now you’re standing there struck dumb
in the bright blue
Hey pretty baby let’s shake it like
Somebody died…
Grow Your Flowers
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Grow your flowers in the yard
Grow your flowers in the yard
Grow your flowers in the yard
Grow your flowers in the yard
And do not tell lies to yourself
This is not a new life no no
This is not a new life no no
This is not a new life but it’s still
The summertime
C’mon move your body babe
Let your heart do it’s work
In it’s time
Every morning we try and remember
A day
Easier lighter than today
Who ever said that the morning was time
For remembering anything
Enemy of the sunlight!
They were trying to kill you
They were trying to take your life
You’ll get back your energy
You’ll get back your energy
You’ll get back your energy
You’ll get back your energy
You take it from the sun baby
You take it from the sea baby
Don’t forget to thank the sun
Don’t forget to thank the sea
Don’t forget to thank the sun
Everything has it’s cost baby…
This is not a new life no no…..
How It Runs
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Now little swimmer
Flash of silver
Just a glimmer
In the water
Then come a shadow
‘cross the water
out of nowhere into nothing at all
and then there’s nothing
and then there’s nothing
and then there’s nothing
and then there’s nothing
how it runs
take my body from me take my mind
take my body from me take my mind
how it runs
well you can reap and you can sow
but things go’n blow when they blow
and then there’s nothing
and then there’s nothing
I broke your hand love
With my hand love
I felt the bone break in my hand
Still can’t belive it
No I can’t
Still can’t belive it
No no no
And then there’s nothing
Peace in the valley
Peace be still
I Have Heard Words
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
You can’t go home there was no home ever
Get up get up get up act like you’re grown
But we can linger by the door
And we can drink a drink before the war
C’mon c’mon c’mon rock with me babe
Slow down your heart rate
And feel the earth moving slow
We can stay like this awhile you know
I have heard words that don’t mean nothing
And I have said words that don’t mean nothing
Now I’m trying to tell you that I’m scared of something
I’m scared of what’s coming
I don’t wanna use words just to keep off the cold
I want you to hold me
Where sparrows fly you cannot run
And you’re never gonna taste the clean air behind the sun
Why bleed all the colors from your eyes
Trying to think up different ways to paint the night sky
(‘cause the night is the night is the night alright)
I have heard words that don’t mean nothing…
Low July
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Low July
I seen the way you wore your sadness
Like something you could dance with
- a thin pretty piece of fabric baby -
not a heavy chain
and then feeling like dancing yeah well
that’s just feeling like dancing oh
and being grown is knowing not to question
why don’t I feel any pain?
And it’s the last day of the best time
That we could both make with our broke minds
Of this sad June and this low July
Oh this damaged summertime
Now leave that white moon by my bedside
I’ll be able soon I’ll be alright
To walk on out in the morning then
Gonna watch it all die again
Hey you know I wanna thank you babe
But sometimes you know it’s hard to thank you baby
And I really really want to thank you babe
But it’s hard it’s hard it’s hard sometimes
And I know we’re gonna step back and see this thing
As part of some kind of bigggr something
But me and you were never really good at that kind of thing
Thank god thank god
And it’s the last day of the best time…
Nobody Wants to Be Alone Nobody Wants to Die
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Sadness sadness
Sadness sadness
Such a heavy cloud coming down
Rose petals on the wet cement
They drifted then they drowned
They drifted then they drowned
Nobody wants to be alone nobody wants to die
Nobody wants to be alone nobody wants to die
I called you corn silk and I called you sugar cane
Smoke your cigarettes in the freezing rain
Huddled up like penguins with all the other
Skinny things
But I remember your eyes in the night –
They were blazing – and I was so hungry for you
That’s right
Nobody wants to be alone…..
In the beauty of the lilies you were born out by the sea
With a pain in your heart that enraptured me
And I still can’t believe I didn’t save you
And you still can’t believe you didn’t save me
And I still can’t believe I didn’t save you
And you still can’t believe you didn’t save me
Nobody wants to be alone….
There are syllables and there are stances
For every fuck up and lost chance
But fear is an exploding atom burst
And your heart is not a universe
It’s a small room in the winter babe
With a twin bed and a space heater babe
In the middle of cold December yeah
But still with the dream of summer yeah
Nobody wants to be alone…..
Playing Dozens
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Think I’m playing dozens man I ain’t your cousin
Man, you ain’t nobody to me
And I ain’t nobody to you
I ain’t nobody to you
I ain’t nobody to you
July, so hot, you can’t move nothing
So you do something
Just to prove something, yeah
What you gonna do?
What you gonna do?
What you gonna do?
Think I’m playing dozens man I ain’t your cousin…..
And the air gets so swollen
Then they pop their pistolas
I ain’t a Latin King pretty babe
But I don’t care about a goddamn thing
Let it lie down
Let it lie down
Let it lie down
Prairie Lullaby
from the album Delilah
words by JT Lindsay
Last night I had a dream of the prairie
There was a storm about to blow it's stack
And the wind was blowin' the wheat face down
And the sun turned the gray clouds black
It was another July apocalypse
Looked out the back window, seen my little 'sis
With her hands to the sky, waitin' on it to burst
So the very first drop to fall would be hers
Just seven years old, what a sight to see -
With her mama's t-shirt to her knees
She wasn't scared at all of the wild wind's fangs
I dreamed she turned to me and sang…
Oh let these clouds come and wreck the air
Hush-a-by all your worries and cares
For every storm that this way comes
There's the beauty of the moment when the blowin's done
Over mountains high and valleys deep
In a restless California sleep
My sister came to me and lit my way
Back to the danger and the love of a July day
Now if you come from where the weather's the worst
You believe in death, you believe in re-birth
I'd lost my way in this perfect weather
'Til my sister came and put my head together
she said you get who you is from who you was
and we don't pass through storms, they pass through us
so if you're stumbling along in some strange sunlight
sing yourself this prairie lullaby
Oh let these clouds come and wreck the air…
Scattered Leaves
from the album Delilah
words by JT Lindsay
Don't you go looking so surprised, baby don't you look so stunned
Didn't I tell you that a cold november'd come?
And deliver the leaves from green to red,
To blowing in the wind stone dead
Well I never used to notice this awful quiet, mmmmh
And fall was just the calm before the next spring riot, mmmhh
Of wildflowers and lunatic rivers -
sweat jumping off of the skin of love givers, mmh (in the park)
scattered leaves don't lie
aw' now baby, baby, quit your cryin'
like everything that ever mattered, scit-scat scattered
like every love word you heard
but that's just the way when you walk your days
in the beauty of this world
(repeat)
pretty little disappointments all in a row
been about a year since you disappeared through my door
and now you come back with your head on straight,
but I got no love or hate left for you, girl
you must be the daughter of the late, late rose - I'm November's son
and I'm here to tell you, honey, ooh what's done is done
yeah, I been claimed by the wind and the rain
there ain't no going back, naw there ain't no going back again (for us now)
repeat chorus -- Scattered leaves don't lie…….
the Wolf
from the album Caledonia
words by Jeremy Lindsay
Drip drop split splat
Blood in the snow
Who’s that wolf with his leg in the trap
Struggling in the moonglow
His whole body is shot through with pain
But see his yellow eyes in the night
They could swallow the world
In flames
We never never never never
Dream
We feel the sun we feel the pain
Of everything that’s ripped away
We never dream we never dream
Always the getting bit
Always the biting back
Ooh and some incredible goodnesses
Between the attacks
Of course there is no future now
There never was a past
Can’t you feel me now in the night baby doll
Can’t you feel me coming at you
We never never never never
Dream…..
Yes I see it now
I see it as if was all brand new
There is no faint music drifting in
From other rooms
There is only this burning
I told you I am not dreaming
There is only this burning
There is only this burning
We never never never never
Dream…